That's got it. I'm just trying Live Journal to exercise and exorcise. About this time last week I was starting to call MDH's friends to break the (awful. catastrophic. eviscerating.) news of my brother's death. Reading nsyzygy's LJ and his friends' has a. ripped gaping wounds in my fragility and b. showed me more about my brother than I knew before. I will trade a. for b.
And bear with the graphical grossness I plead. Mark would snort to see me draw, or my hand-writing. He thought my kids were cute, though. :)